actually, I managed to get through.. ok, i listed a few things that (usually) makes me annoyed..
(1) he silent for few days.
(2) rarely reply my sms(es).
(3) no pillow talks.
not only that, within this 3 months my life been showered by joys and happiness because of:
(1) new job with better paid.
(2) new status in relationship.
(3) rented cheap fully furnished room c/w best housemates.
(4) best colleagues.
(5) better living environment.
(6) my sweetheart went to down south celebrated syawal with my family *morale up*
(7) supportive family and friends
above are reasons why i stay strong w/out my sweetheart beside me. i understand he wish not to ignore me but sometimes he have to U_U well, i did annoyed but.. i ignored it too.
there are A LOT of excitements in this life. why do i stay annoyed?? keep it up and enjoy it to the max! oh, i love to try something new. since my sweetheart is busy, i am looking for activities that makes me busy too.
guest what?? my recent activity is hiking. hihi. i appreciate nature. my sweetheart is a ranger. i interested to get to know more about nature, going to jungle, spend time with mosquito and leech *cross fingers* etc etc.
psst.. i tell you, it is extremely fun! seriously, i am falling in love with jungle/ forest, hill and mountain..