maybe this is our last Ramadhan as a..

1st of all, Happy Ramadhan month girlsss. i am so grateful because this is my 4th year celebrating Ramadhan with my sweetheart. alhamdulillah.

hence we are engaged, of cause life is different. i am no longer one single lady, i am engaged with my sweetheart. i am holding a huge responsibility on me, for sure. i have 2 families to take care and more siblings to cheer up my life. it's YEAY!

hey, dont worry. i am still the same. i am one funny c/w annoying elder sister packages to my younger sister. i know it! some of younger sister will afraid if her elder sister will change once her status changed.

i mean, when i was young i dislike when one of my fav aunt get married cause she is totally changed. she doesnt want to make friend with me any more. i dislike the fact that we is not like before. sigh.

what ever it is, i promise to myself i will always be like what i am before. i believe, my close friends know me very well that i always like before. i advice to myself, no matter where i go/ what i do i must stay down to earth, respect people who respect themselves 1st etc etc. *why i need to write all these bhaha!* *i am lost*

on the right track.. fine, maybe this is our last Ramadhan as a single (kot) due to our 1st plan we will get married next year (2012) before next Ramadhan. hihi. will see.

in no matter what, i always praying for Allah's blessings to us. may this journey towards marriage is smooth. insya Allah. amin.

progress so far, zero except:

- materials for solemnization and sword bearer ceremony bought from *you know where*
-1 gift for me is ready what else..
- ouh materials for family uniform is ready except parents and younger sister
-urm.. i think that's all (kot).

by the way, mother and i was planning to visit the nearest jewelry boutique in hometown to survey and book (if possible) a bracelet for 'sesi batal air sembahyang'. must be fun! and money is fly.

^$_$^

yours truly,