i wish all these is just a dream but..

the feeling is so real. still remember, my last post is when i am looking around there is none familiar faces in the mosque.

i saw my future husband. a stranger. smile at me.

surprised, he is not my sweetheart! my military fiance! who is he?? why i need to marry the one that i never know. the one that i never in love. the most important thing is this is not the one who send his parents to tie the knots during the engagement last June!!

i panic! i cried! my father come to me and said, this is my future husband. i denied. NO WAY!!

*so drama queen*

i cant make this happen. i dont want to marry that stranger. w/out further due..

I AM RUNNING OUT !!!

i want my sweetheart. i want to marry my fiance not any one else.. Ya Allah, please.. he is my soul mate. he is my everything..

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i am lucky.. cause everything happen last weekend is JUST A NIGHTMARE! seriously.. oh, thank God!

yours truly,