yes, i am emotional. i dont have any concrete reason(s) WHY i easily touched esp when it come out with serious matter e.g marriages.
it is complicated. i am happy, at the same time i am sad. everything is mix up!
June 11, 2011 is the date that i am waiting for. where my dreams come true. where my prince charming send his proposal. where the happiness is all mine. but..
my prince charming is not around. he cant attend because he is on training. huhuhu. at night before my engagement i put 50-50 hope for him to attend the event unfortunately he cant. sob.
during the discussion, i wait in master bedroom with my gf. so sudden, i nearly cried when i realized in couple of minutes i will engage with my sweetheart.
not because i dislike him but.. entah la.
i just can't describe the feelings. maybe, because i am too happy that makes me touched. seriously.. sebak sangat. huhuhu.
my gf tried to stop me from crying. in fact my gf surprised why so sudden i feels like want to cry. what i can remember is.. i feel so grateful cause AT LAST i engaged with some that really take care of me, love me more than i did, appreciate me (that is the most important) etc etc.