13 days to go to my engagement day. haha! i still can laughing cause .. i dont know. i feel want to laugh that's why i did it. fine, it's not funny.
well, no point to stress or what ever negative thinking. i always remind myself to open my heart and dont take things seriously esp arguments about decoration gifts for him, door gifts, mini dais and eh.. why so many arguments ha?? what ever.
few things that i plan may be cancel. there are lot of last minutes changes. i take this as part of sweet and sour during the pre engagement day. Allah knows better. Allah did plan the best for me, i know. thank you, Allah.
my sweetheart told me that he cant be able during the engagement day. i am ready for it, actually. this is what civilian need to understand about us (military partners). we need to prepare mental and physical in any conditions.
once we plan to engage, i did remind myself to do not put much hope for him to come along to down south during the engagement day. no worries, i will be fine here.