i am not sure, is it ok for me to cry and cry and cry on her death. every time i remember her i send AlFatihah hopefully she rest in peace there.
at this moment, frankly speaking it is hard to accept the truth that she passed away already. i still feels that she still with us. at her bedroom, sleeping as usual. or..
every subuh i love to share a bed with her. sleep next to her and hug her tightly. i was so manja with her. damn painful.. when i start to memorize the sweetest memory about her, i will crying (again).
such painful. heart breaking. into pieces. Alfatihah. *sob*
i supposed happy on her cause she left us on friday nigh while she was sleeping, buried in friday morning and it was raining after everything settle. the weather was very kind to us.
alhamdulillah. that was the best memory ever for our family. things that we are very proud and Allahuakbar! Allah knows better..
again, Alfatihah to my late 'nenek'. no offenses. nenek kesayangan saya. oh, i cant hold this tears anymore..