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Sunday, June 26, 2011

behind the story of my engagement

it was my engagement day. i wake up early as usual and perform my subuh prayer. i asked for Allah's blessing, i hope this is the right path for me and wish everything will be smooth.

after subuh prayer, i help mother doing house chores, final touch up the gifts for him, setting the living hall and having my breakfast. 1st thing 1st that i set in my mind are sleeping early, must having breakfast and flushing away unnecessary things haha!

ok, serious.

according to the plan, Mua will arrived on 9am. meaning that, i must take my shower before she arrived but.. being me who still breakfast, reading newspapers and such.. around 945 i've done and the session begin..

i cant stop smiling when i saw everyone's happy faces. i still remember, my grandmother went to the room and smile at me. it such good sign for me.

the weather is cold out there. i can hear the wind blowing, i can see cloudy in the sky and i start to worry.. for sure, it will raining heavily.

during the make up session, it is raining heavily. i mean, super heavy. dang!

i close my eyes and pray hard that.. please.. please.. do raining heavily now. please.. please.. and excuse us around 11am onwards. huhu. i understand that raining is Allah's gifts, that is why i allow the rain pouring that morning.

alhamdulillah, around 11am the rain is slowly stop. i tell you, the weather is perfect! very good and very nice. it is comfortable.

i stay in room with my darling. she said that my sweetheart's family is just arrived. my heart started beat fast! i look at them from the window. i cant see them clearly. fine, i started nervous!


i cant control myself. i nearly cried. i dont know why. it's not a joke! it is so sudden.. huhu. my girlfriend surprised and asked me, why???

i dont know.. i dont know.. seriously, i am speechless.

honestly.. i am not saying that i am sad. i never thought that this is wrong. this engagement, between my sweetheart and i is what we really wanted. a serious relationship, blessing by our families and yeah.. i am 1 happiest person on that day.

however, i nearly cried because of.. ahh.. finally.. finally we did it! it is not easy, i tell you to stay in where i ever i stand now. girlfriends who follow my story, who close to me understand that being me, a military girlfriend and now a military fiancee is challenging.

alhamdulillah, i still can survived!
"There's a miracle called friendship
That dwells within the heart
And you don't know how it happens
Or when it gets its start

But the happiness it brings you
Always gives a special lift
And you realize that friendship
Is one of life's most precious gift"

Written by: Syahira Fauzan via email

1 comment:

Hidayati Farhan said...

olololo, siap nak menangis lagik. biaselah, perempuan kan. the feelings bole change dlm sekelip mata je. btw, happy kan bila dah secure jek. smooth sail to the wedding plak ye syira :))